We Need To Accept The Change

life is not same everytime

time change

feelings change

perceptions change

everything has changed

then why I am the same 

everytime I was wrong

I thought you will understand

but you haven't changed either

I tried my ways

tried to get along with you

but my efforts, it seems

are not making any change

in your life and in my life

instead of love

drift in increasing

drift of misunderstandings

communication has become harder

harder with time

life's meaning has changed

where it is heading

I have no clue 

but one thing I am sure about 

whatever is happening is

happening for good

dreams I had

I never lived

all shattered

eyes are moist

heart is lost

mind keep on disturbing me even more

need sometime of

time to think

why I am weeping

for whom I am worried

who is heartless

but hurt me  everytime

everything has changed

but you are the same

Perhaps I am not the same

for whom you want to be with

Perhaps you are not the one

who can understand me

the way I did

but now I really need a change

I need to accept the change

change in thoughts

change in perceptions

I think I am ready to take this change

because this change will bring a fresh beginning of life

life ...I waited for

I deserve to be appreciated

I deserve to live life my ways

YES I really do

If you really love me

accept the way I am 

Life is not a compromise ..but an adjustment or many adjustments but don't compromise the ''real you'' for it. Live life to grow, live life to improve your vision, do not shrink it to suffocate you.

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Lost Love and Not A Lasting LOVE

I loved you for the first time
when I never knew what love means to me
I thought, being in love is the most beautiful to happen in life
When everything in the world feel like a blessing
love in life was heart warming
you touched my hand but I felt it in heart



















but I was wrong
I was a fool
who became puppet of yours
you played with my emotions
tears flooded my eyes
more than love in my heart
I was too involved in it to realize
who am I
I lost myself, my love
my perceptions to feel love
my heart is not tender but a stone
who don't want love
I am numb to feel anything
touching my hand has lost its connection to heart
tears hardened into crust, though its itching my eyes
I was happy for a short while
or my dream left it way and became the worst nightmare
My search for myself keep me engage all the time
My pen is sweeping my broken heart
which will heal gradually but with scar
On the way to have loved I lost my own way
or I am rising from the ashes
Yes rising from ashes
no one on earth can make me fall
I am strong enough to deal with my emotions
I don't need support in the form of love
I have no fears to lose anything, I lost it but not again
No hurt, no pain
My heart is meditating to search within
finding connection with god whom I can trust without any fear of losing him.

 

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